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Post by Dawnfire on May 14, 2019 21:54:08 GMT 10
Jaxon screeched as he was suddenly falling, held in Eric's arms. He ran with him for a moment before he started getting dizzy but before he could even tell Eric the man had swept him up. He clung to his shirt, his eyes closed tightly as he listened to Eric's fast pace and heavy breathing, "Who's going to kill you? " he managed to say after a bit.
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Post by Harrison on May 15, 2019 21:28:50 GMT 10
I opened my mouth as I ducked into an abandoned shop's backdoor, collapsing with him in my arms to the concrete floor. I gripped him as if he was the only thing stopping me from losing it, holding me down with all forty-five kilos of him. "My father! Who is supposed... He's dead!" I panted, my eyebrows scrunching together, "I killed him! I stabbed him and he.... he's dead but that was his voice... oh god... oh Christ." I sucked in a harsh breath, eyes scanning the room. A place that I had viewed as safe had been taken from me. Ripped from my full of life fingers. "I can't... I can't breathe..." I whimpered as my sight went blurry, which I later registered as tears, and my lungs threatened to collapse. Someone was holding my lungs.
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Post by Dawnfire on May 15, 2019 21:38:24 GMT 10
Jaxon could hear the tears in the man's voice so he also knew Eric wouldn't want him to see that. Instead, he pushed himself back between his legs, his back against the male's chest and pulled his arms in around himself. He hugged Eric's arms to his chest, his knees drawing up as he turned his head towards his neck. Jaxon overexagerated his breathing, hoping that all these things, his cuddles and his leading of breathing would help calm the man. He didn't tell him it would be alright because Eric probably wouldn't appreciate that bullshit.
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Post by Harrison on May 16, 2019 19:02:29 GMT 10
I slowly slowly mimicked his breathing, jagged, harsh sobs breathing the patterns every so often. I clutched him tight the entire time. “I’m okay...” I murmured eventually, chewing on my lip before rubbing my face on the shoulder of my shirt, “I’m okay.” I sounded more like I was reassuring myself more than him. “That was my fathers voice,” I said after a long pause, voice steady, “apparently I went to juvy for attempted murder, my mother told me he had passed, she had promised he was gone. God I want him gone. And yah wanna know the sad thing? I’m Eric Harrison Jr. I’m named after the bastard...” I buried my face in Jaxon’s hair. A strange feeling settled over me, as if talking about it actually helped. “I uh, sorry for scaring yah... I said I wouldn’t touch yah like that and then I... sorry Jax.” I added quietly, my knuckles white and aching from gripping him so hard.
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Post by Dawnfire on May 16, 2019 19:10:55 GMT 10
Jaxon finally turned himself around, cuddling in and hugging him around his neck. He nuzzled his head under his chin like a puppy dog and whispered, "You can't run away from home forever... I'm sure he won't kill you... " his family couldn't be that fucked up could it?
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Post by Harrison on May 16, 2019 19:30:53 GMT 10
A hysterical laugh tore from my lips. “Ooooh love that’s cute. Real cute, he’s the Jäger gang’s left hand man for fucks sake, only reason he wouldn’t make my fucking insides his next easter decorations is ‘cause I’m the only kid he ain’t slaughtered yet!” I shook my head, the freeing feeling only growing as I told Jaxon the truth. I kissed him before I could say much worse thing and sighed against those lips that had me metaphorically on my goddamn knees. Fuck I was a dumb gay bitch. I should have known! Nothing can kill that fat shit, not even a goddamn hunting knife to the heat!
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Post by Dawnfire on May 16, 2019 19:35:16 GMT 10
Jaxon kissed him back, and then kissed him again softly, letting his fingertips rub over the man's cheekbones before saying softly, "Eric, being realistic then, what's your plan? To run away forever? " He frowned slightly, "Also... Who are the Jagër family? "
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Post by Harrison on May 16, 2019 20:21:02 GMT 10
“My plan was to not have him exist... Fine... get away, go to college, be normal for once in my goddamn life...” I muttered to him, leaning in further so he was the only thing I could see. “The Jägers are an old mafia gang from Europe, don’t remember where, they aren’t well known around. My ma’s sister is the show runner. They uh, import illegal shit and fuck around with politics? I ain’t sure, just know my dear old Dad owes them so he does their bidding and you know, cuts people up... I don’t wanna talk about ‘me any more...” I mumbled, voice growing quieter and less sure. Carefully, I buried my fingers in his hair, gripping the ringlets, “I don’t wanna die today...”
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Post by Dawnfire on May 16, 2019 20:25:02 GMT 10
Jaxon watched his lips as he spoke, leaning forward until the male gripped his hair and he couldn't anymore. He closed his eyes slowly and whispered, "Eric... Eric, let go... Not here... " His body shivered, the feeling of the man gripping his hair getting to him. "And you can't just up and leave, you have a life here and surely restrictions since you got out of jail... "
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Post by Harrison on May 16, 2019 20:37:30 GMT 10
“So sensitive,” I huffed, dropping my hand to his lower back instead. “It was juvy Jaxon, and yeah... I can’t leave town... fuck... Jaxon... Didn’t I say I didn’t but want to talk about this? Cause I don’t no more.” I grumbled, my fingers sliding under his shirt. What the fuck was I going to do. “Wait... we could make friends with the new gang at school? Protection?” My lips found his again, needing something good, anything.
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Post by Dawnfire on May 16, 2019 20:41:18 GMT 10
Jaxon wriggled at his fingertips and he blushed slowly as his body got ideas his head was adamantly refusing. And yet he was kissing him back, hungrier for a moment before he managed t tilt his head back, whispering breathlessly, "Okay, well juvy then. What's that like by the way? Is it like a kindergarten cause that's what comes to mind when people say jail but for kids-" He swallowed, backing himself up a pace, scrabbling back on his fours a half metre to put space between them. "And... And I don't think they want to be your friend, I think the only way you could fix that would be overtaking it... "
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Post by Harrison on May 16, 2019 21:59:16 GMT 10
"Juvy... Mmm not a topic I like, overtaking a gang with manpower of one and a half? Sure. How might I do that love?" I asked, falling onto my hands and knees before I crawled over to him, leaving a meter gap, "Ain't like people like me, only teacher that even remotely likes me is coach, and that's just 'cause I can run faster than anyone on his goddamn football team." I blew out a breath as I inched closer, "Speaking of, I handed in the form, start training tomorrow, gonna be a fucking cock fest of straight guys wishing to be pegged by their prissy girlfriends." I rolled my eyes at the thought, imagining it now, a bunch of dudes being bros, wanking each other off in the shower and then saying 'no homo', whinging about how coach pushed them too hard before they went off and bought their stupid lunch... Okay so maybe I was generalising, there were some cool people on the team and I did want to join... "Kiss me?" I purred, once again trying to change the topic.
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Post by Dawnfire on May 16, 2019 22:14:57 GMT 10
He dropped on to his back on the concrete of the old shops floor, his heart pounding. "If I kiss you... I... I won't stop... " He had his eyes closed, his body trembling in want. He moved back to the other conversation topics that Eric was trying to avoid, because Jaxon was trying to avoid getting carried away on a dusty concrete floor in a shop. Granted, an old abandoned shop, but a shop nonetheless. Not an appropriate place. Kind of like... The school cafeteria or the art room or the parking lot. God dammit. He was hot and panting just remembering the times. Jaxon swallowed thickly and whispered breathlessly as his hands moved to touch Eric's chest, gripping his shirt, "Was it an all guys juvy? Do those exist? Did you fuck a lot of them? Was there a lot of gay stuff? "
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Post by Harrison on May 16, 2019 23:15:18 GMT 10
I noticed the shift and didn't make any movement, then the questions... "Jaxon... I don't... Fine. Fine. Yeah, all guys, no I didn't 'cause they were all broken, and kinda but not really, it ain't jail..." I curled away now, not liking the thoughts that he brought up or the feelings that came with that. "New topic," I growled, mood swing hard around the next harsh emotional turn.
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Post by Dawnfire on May 16, 2019 23:19:16 GMT 10
Jaxon heard the growl and the command and his body melted. He sat up and opened his eyes, staring at Eric's lap since if he met his eyes he would definitely give away the heat in his body. "I'm broken. " he whispered softly, "But you still play with me." He slowly looked up at him, meeting his eyes with a fierce heat glinting in blue orbs.
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