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Post by Dawnfire on Mar 29, 2019 23:45:17 GMT 10
Jaxon sat up as Eric's height reduced from six foot five to a tuft of hair just peeking over the bed edge. He leaned over and jerked back immediately as he was met with a wild grin of a trembling junky. He swallowed nervously at his words, they felt like a threat. Like if he couldn't have his drugs he would find something else to get off on, like torturing Jaxon. "I don't like Thai food." He mumbled, lying but also trying to bring the conversation away from the used needle.
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Post by Harrison on Mar 29, 2019 23:57:59 GMT 10
I couldn’t let it go. “Good, good... good. Guess it’s not an all round favourite for me either. I’ll get ma to make pasta, she makes this real nice vegetarian one with boiled eggs and all that.” I replied as if my hand want shaking with the effort to reach out and pass it to Jaxon, my dead eyes pleading for him to take it away. I had assumed my Ma had cleaned my room, but then nobody did the cleaning in this house except for me. I brought my left hand up to bite down on my knuckle, teeth almost tearing through skin as I let the needle go and backed away. “Should probably mention, got a bad trigger for needles and shit... I can’t... I cant uh... can’t be around ‘em anymore... if yah could, make it disappear?” My righthand buried in my hair, tugging at the roots, the smile didn’t fade, but my voice was a red flag for my struggle. “I mean, pasta is just better right? Thai has all that unneeded spices whereas pasta and all it’s types if just a nice combination.” I continued my earlier statement, body tense with my eyes still fixated on the needle I left on the bed, like a dog to a bone that the owner was about to throw.
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Post by Dawnfire on Mar 30, 2019 0:08:19 GMT 10
Jaxon nodded slowly and picked up the needle with as little contact as possible and moved off the bed, passing by Eric. He didn't know where to take it or what to do with it but he kept walking until he got outside, avoiding the noise downstairs. He found the bins and winced with uncertainty as he placed it in there before he turned to go back inside. Wait. If Eric was trembling in his room, and he was out here... He turned and moved to look at the yard situation, wondering if he could leave so easily. You don't jump south side neighbours fences, so that wasn't an option, and even wandering down the street was not the greatest as he had shown.
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Post by Harrison on Mar 30, 2019 0:14:22 GMT 10
I have him half a minute head start before I followed, eyes on my shaking hands as I checked the bathroom for him. It was foolish what I had just done. He would see me as weak now, as incompetent of dealing with my problems and therefore pity me more than resent me. “Hey,” I said softly once I found him, following his stare, “I’m not that bad am I? Can’t be worse than him I hope... yah wanna see yah room yah can stay in? Could sleep with me but I think yah said yah didn’t want to do yeah.” I reached out and gingerly held his hand, lacing my fingers with him in the most natural way.
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Post by Dawnfire on Mar 30, 2019 0:16:55 GMT 10
Jaxon turned to face him, yeah he definitely wasn't worse than the streets. He didn't remember details, but he knew something had happened that made him trust Eric enough to stay close to him. He pressed in against the man's chest, hugging him weakly as his head tarted spinning and his knees started weakening with vertigo from moving tok fast. "Eric... " He panted softly.
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Post by Harrison on Mar 30, 2019 0:22:18 GMT 10
I hated him for liking me. Gently, I picked him up and carried him to his room— it was Maggie’s old room— and laid him down on the second hand, made, single bed. “Yah are probably iron deficient from not eating right too, I’ll make sure tah grab a tablet when I bring dinner up... Can I lie down with yah?” After the short ordeal, I just wanted calm.
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Post by Dawnfire on Mar 30, 2019 0:30:48 GMT 10
He nodded and kept his eyes closed. His heart was racing from his bad diet, a soft whimper coming from him as he wiggled to make room for the larger man, while trying not to move too much. It was difficult to say the least.
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Post by Harrison on Mar 30, 2019 0:37:13 GMT 10
I ended up manoeuvring us as such that he was lying on top of me. My arms resting around him and chin resting on whatever part of him was closest. He was so boney against me, all sharp edges and skin. Once again, I had a weird urge to help him see himself differently from how he does know. “Trade yah a truth for a truth?” I said quietly, my eyes focused on the plastic, glow in the dark, stars stuck to the peeling ceiling paint.
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Post by Dawnfire on Mar 30, 2019 0:40:19 GMT 10
Jaxon breathed slowly, his face pressed against Eric's neck as he cuddled in to him. "Not if it's like the last game where I ask you and you ignore it." he grumbled with a pout.
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Post by Harrison on Mar 30, 2019 0:45:24 GMT 10
I made a sound of amusement, “then don’t ask stupid questions.” My hands made their way under his shirt, enjoying the skin I found. “Yah just gotta day one truthful thing and I truthfully share something of equal value, not questions. Could be something like what yah favourite colour is or deeper.” My voice was soft a low, i too felt the need to sleep with him laying on my like this, my own little security blanket except it was Jaxon pressing into me. “Wanna go first?”
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Post by Dawnfire on Mar 30, 2019 12:48:51 GMT 10
Jaxon shook his head, he definitely didn't want to go first. He pressed his face in to Eric's neck, his fingers moving up from his chest to press in to his hair. His eyes were closed as he started to fall back half asleep.
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Post by Harrison on Mar 30, 2019 13:24:54 GMT 10
I smiled softly, a moment of pure emotion. My own fingers had found a place on his stomach and ribs under his shirt. “Alright,” I murmured, eyes closed now, “I’ll go first. I hate broccoli, that shit is the devils plant.” I didn’t want to go in swinging with truths that I wasn’t ready to share or even comfortable to acknowledge, I just gave him something not many people knew, like what I wanted from him.
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Post by Dawnfire on Mar 30, 2019 13:31:13 GMT 10
Jaxon gave him a soft huff of a laugh, his fingers moving to pull his hands from under his shirt and mumbled, "I love fluffy things." He lifted his head to look at Eric with a cheeky smile as his fingers moved to play with the hair on the man's chest, peeking out from his shirt collar. He giggled softly at his teasing.
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Post by Harrison on Mar 30, 2019 13:47:47 GMT 10
I craned to look at what he was doing before I felt the light touches, cracking a playful smile. Did that mean he didn’t mind my hair or was this unrealated? “I wanna hold yah body,” I huffed once he removed my hands, “where can I hold yah that you won’t mind it?” I asked, putting pause on the game. My right hand moved down to cup his ass, an eyebrow raising in question if that was okay, “I like how small yah feel in my hands,” I added as an afterthought, “like a toy I can cuddle.”
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Post by Dawnfire on Mar 30, 2019 14:00:10 GMT 10
Jaxon blushed slowly but snuggled back in to his neck, letting him hold his ass since for some reason he loved that. He closed his eyes and pressed his hand under Eric's shirt, resting it on his abs while the other hand pressed in to his hair. He said nothing, silently telling him it was okay.
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